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Sun, 08 Jun 2008 01:12:29 GMT

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This journal is friends only. Please comment to be added. Please do not add me until you have posted on this entry. You don't have to post anything special... just a small message introducing yourself and talking about your interests, hobbies, ect... Not too hard, right? So go ahead and do it!

Why would I lock it? Hmmm... let's see... for the obvious reasons, I guess. The no. 1 reason would probably be for safety... the next reason is because I don't want any of my family members reading such things.

What will be locked? My fanfictions will be open. The things I will be locking are my rants and private entries of me venting out my anger XD

F a n f i c t i o n   A r c h i v e

Chaptered Fics:

01 | J a e j o o n g ’ s   L y r i c
Summary: Jaejoong - a poor yet talented musician with an impossible dream. Yunho - An SM producer who could make Jaejoong’s unreal dream come true. They needed each other to succeed, and they were delighted they had met that magical day. But, will love get in the way of dreams? Will the two be captured by love rather than work? Only his song will tell.
Rating: NC-17
Warning(s): Yaoi, angst, vulgar language, smut
Length: 13 verses/?
Genre: Romance/Angst
Pairing(s): YunJae | YunChun (To-You)
Status: Incomplete
Chance | Sing | Conversation | Interruptions | Spark | Microphone | Flirt | Again | Flame | Gift | Miracle | PROMISE | AWAKE | TIMELESS | Next chapter coming soon!


02 | E i n s t e i n    L o v e

Warning(s)/rating: Yaoi, small sleeping scene, language/ PG-13

Summary: Albert Einstein once said ‘Gravity is not responsible for people falling in love.’
Length: 10 Chapters + Epilogue
Genre: Romance/Comedy
Paring(s): YunJae
Status: Completed
Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6 | Chapter 7 | Chapter 8 | Chapter 9 | Chapter 10 | Epilogue

One-shots:

01 | S e v e n   D e a d l y   S i n s
Summary: “My love for you has never been healthy. It has always been dirty, corrupt, and sinful.” A short compilation of Jaejoong’s feelings for Yunho in category of the seven deadly sins.
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: Sinful nature, possessive Jae, short smut scene
Length: One-shot
Genre: Romance/drabble
Pairing(s): YunJae
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02 | 5 R e a s o n s   W h y   I   L o v e   Y o u
Summary: 5 little drabbles about why Yunho loves Jaejoong, because every man dreams of having a little piece of heaven. [YunJae] Fluff. No plot. No point. More fluff.
Warnings: Yaoi
Length: One-shot
Genre: Romance/humor/drabble
Pairing(s): YunJae
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03 | M e l o d y
Summary: Express your emotions in a song. Beautiful Life, Begin, Proud, One. A song for each lover. [Jaejoong x everyone]
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: mild smut
Length: One-shot
Genre: Romance/drabble
Pairing(s): Jaejoong x everyone

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FAQ:

Why so much Yunjae/Jaeho? Simple—Jaejoong and Yunho are by far my favorites, and thus I have a higher creative capability when it comes to them. They’re also extremely fun to play with: there’re just so many things one can do with them—and not just stuff of the 17-and-over variety. Of course, it helps too that they’re attractive as sin and have sexual tension up the wazoo. That’s not to say that the other characters aren’t as pretty or interesting; I'm also in love with many other pairings as well.

Can I request any fanfictions? For now, I'm already pretty busy with my own fics, so I probably won't have time to fulfill any requests for you. But if your idea is absolutely genius, I will definitely consider it! Please don't hesitate to ask me, I won't bite ^^

Are you open to beta? Yes I am. Although... I'm not really sure if you should pick me. I'm not a very good editor, and I will probably rush through your writing without adding any detailed corrections. But if you're really desperate, I'll be glad to beta for you! Just send it over, and I'll see what I can do.

Please don't hesitate to ask me any further questions.

Profile

Name: Cindy (although you can call me whatever you want ^^)
Nationality: Chinese
Current obsession: TVXQ/ fanfictions/ Asian Music
Height: 163 cm
Weight: 45 kg
Likes: TVXQ, Asian music, Kim Jaejoong, Junsu's voice, Yunjae, Anyband, Having fun, eating, fanfictions, self control and fashion.
Favorite Food: Ramen, sushi, dimsum, pizza, and mostly all Asian food. There's too much to mention~~~ XD I’m a food-holic <333

Favorite Music: TVXQ, Big Bang, Super Junior, BoA, TSZX the Grace, Younha, Ayumi Hamasaki, Namie Amuro, YUI, Arashi, Yuna Ito, Crystal Kay, Wondergirls, and Rainie Yang.

If you would like to know more about me, please go to this post. I've posted up some pics of my daily life as well as some pics of me~ please note that you'll have to be added first to view it, so it will friend-locked. Enjoy~ ^^

Melody

Sat, 07 Jun 2008 20:19:33 GMT

Melody
Author: love_cassiopeia (Cindy)
Summary: Express your emotions in a song. Beautiful Life, Begin, Proud, One. A song for each lover [Jae x everyone]
Group: TVXQ/Dong Bang Shin Ki
Rated: NC-15
Disclaimer: Hehe... everybody's so expensive! Just you wait... I'll buy them when I get more money~~~ XD
Warnings: This is Yaoi... or Shounen Ai. If you do not enjoy these types of fanfictions, please leave and ignore this entry.
Genre: Romance/Drabble/
Pairing: Jaejoong x Everyone

Melody

Beautiful Life:

Junsu

Don't wanna live by no one else's design

Unlike the others—he doesn’t tell you how to live. Instead of criticizing you, he accepts you, proud of whom you are. He loves to laugh with you, and you love it when you hear his unique voice travel through your ears. You treasured his smile—and you sometimes considered that without it, your life would be nothing more than a candle slowly burning away its wax.

You loved to hear his jokes—his lame jokes that do not make sense to anyone but himself. When you tell him that they’re not funny, he only shrugs, ignorant of what you say. He doesn’t give damn about what others think, and you love that about him.

When you feel that you can smile no more, he’s there to cheer you up. With him, you could escape reality, and go into his world—if only for a moment. At night, he would sing to you, his voice vibrating into your ears as your heart sinks, wondering why you had hurt him. He doesn’t deserve to be with you. He doesn’t deserve to be with such a two face. But you can’t leave him, because you love him.

I love my beautiful ordinary life

With You

Begin:

Yoochun

Every day and night with you, I hold your small hand tightly

When he’s afraid, you will hold him. When he’s crying, you will wipe away his tears. You promise, as long as you’re alive, you will stay by him. Because he needs you—he needs you more than anything in this damn world. And you can’t hurt him anymore—even though you’ve already done it dozens of times.

Stop crying. You would tell him. But he would continue, every night, into your arms he oh-so-needed. He can’t stop, because he doesn’t know why you hurt him. And when he asks, you only shrug, unable to find the nerve in your body to answer him. He pretends he knows you well, but he doesn’t. He covers up your wrong doings, and he loves you continuously. You want him to stop, but…

Demo boku wa suki da yo

But you love him. You can’t let go of him. You want to lift the burden off your back, but… you just can’t.

Now, let the story begin.

Proud:

Changmin

Proud of your love

He tells you you’re the only one in his world (and it seems like it), but you know he’s out there, with someone else, spending the night away at some two star motel that seemed to be so romantic only when one had a partner to share it with. Still, he loves you, he comforts you when you need it, and he lies to you about his nights out. But you know, because you hear rumors, and you know he’s out there with someone else—not putting your feelings into consideration when he slept around.

Through the rain

You can handle him abandoning you; you can ignore it and disregard his harsh actions. But only when he’s with you, can you truly understand him. He likes to command you, more than any other person on earth. Cook for me, he would say. You don’t hesitate to do so—because you can’t resist his compliments when he finishes eating. He was so young—maybe a bit too young for you to fall in love with—but his mind was mature. You loved that about him, and you were proud to have received his love. You love the look on his face when he’s satisfied. You love it when he smiles. You love everything about him, and you wanted him to be yours, only.

That wasn’t possible. But at least, you were proud to have a part of him.

One:

Yunho

Someday I´ll lay my love on you.
Baby I don´t wanna lose it now.
Just one, there's only you

When you’re with him, you don’t care about the others. When he’s beside you, you want to block off the whole world, and only leave him—the one you truly loved. You wanted to tell him he was the only one, only then would you be lying to him.

You don’t question yourself why you love him. Maybe it was his touch, or his lips, or his leader like personality. There were too many answers to your question, and it was useless to answer all of them. You loved Yunho for Yunho—and you were sure that he had felt the same way about you.

He stands out to you; he’s without a doubt unique in your eyes. You love sex with him—when he ties your hands to the bed like a prisoner and fucks you with his whole soul. You love his kisses that he leaves on your bare skin, and you love the chill he sends up your spine when his eyes meet with yours. You were his slave—if only for the night being.

You don’t want to leave him—because loving him was so sweet, so sensual, that without him, life would not be interesting anymore. He makes you feel ecstatic, like you are a part of him. And when he’s inside you, his erection hot and stinging, you can only forget about the other three, along with their fragile hearts.

Fin.

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I hope you guys enjoyed it~ I know that my one-shots seem to repeat the same style of writing~ I'm sorry if you were bored. But if you weren't... please feel free to comment and tell me what you though ^^

I know, I know, you guys are waiting for Jaejoong's Lyric... I'll try to get that up as soon as possible~~~

~Cindy

Jaejoong's Lyric Verse 9/?

Sat, 31 May 2008 03:44:16 GMT

J a e j o o n g ’ s L y r i c
Author: love_cassiopeia (Cindy)
Summary: Jaejoong - a poor yet talented musician with an impossible dream. Yunho - An SM producer who could make Jaejoong’s unreal dream come true. They needed each other to succeed, and they were delighted they had met that magical day. But, will love get in the way of dreams? Will the two be captured by love rather than work? Only his song will tell.
Group: TVXQ/Dong Bang Shin Ki
Rated: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don’t own the five members, I’m simply borrowing them.
Warnings: This is YunJae... meaning that it's Yaoi... or Shounen Ai. If you do not enjoy these types of fanfictions, please leave and ignore this entry. There’s lots of Angst, and it is rated NC-17.
Genre: Romance/Angst/Yaoi
Pairings: YunJae | YunChun (To-You)
Note: *dies over the Yunjae in this chapter*
Verse Nine: Flame

Book Cover | Movie Poster | Promo 1 |

J a e j o o n g ’ s L y r i c

V e r s e 9 : F l a me

Don’t be afraid

Your mind was tingling. It was sending you a thousand thoughts at the same time—hoping for you to comprehend them one by one. But no matter how long you endured the internal pain, you couldn’t stop. Your hodgepodge of thoughts was stuck as one in your mind, and it was rather difficult not to notice them.

Did Yoochun still love you? Did you still love him? If he didn’t love you, then why did he ask you if you had loved him? If he didn’t care about you, why did he come back to Seoul today? Was there something he had to make evident?

Your thoughts were luckily interrupted by Jaejoong’s singing:

Don’t be afraid,

I’ll be right here.

Just don’t look at what,

Isn’t really there.

You look at your watch. There was still time to talk to Yoochun. You could stop him from leaving on the plane to Incheon—but you didn’t know where he was (you hated yourself for not asking him). And even if you did meet him, you wouldn’t know what words to say to him.

Jaejoong stops in a deadlock while singing. He looks up at your face with worry, his expression fretful and agitated.

“Yunho… are you alright?” He asks nervously. “You look sort of pale.”

His voice interrupts you out of your own world. “I’m fine.” You tell him. “It’s just that…”

“…that what?” He questions again, his eyes filled with curiosity.

“Never mind.” You tell him in hopes of avoiding the matter.

He returns to his singing, a bit tenser than he was before. His hand rests on his headphones, while his song escapes into the microphone. Again, he sings confidently, his voice vibrating into your headphones note by note. He seems to have improved—maybe it was the comment from Changmin yesterday—but nonetheless, he still continued to impress you.

He was just so beautiful.

You have never seen anyone like him before. He was so unique, so distinctive—there was no one who could match up to his perfect image.

“Yunho.” He stops singing again. “Are you sure you’re okay?”

You wished he would stop asking you questions.

“I’m fine! Now get back to work!” You yell, almost a bit impatiently. You didn’t want Jaejoong to know how utterly stupid you felt right now.

He rolls his eyes. “You don’t look fine!” His glare pierces through you, able to depict your thoughts and emotions. “Don’t try to lie to me!”

You sigh heavily. “It has nothing to do with you!” You argue. “So stop asking!”

He raises an eyebrow. “Oh… so there is something.” He replies slyly. “I knew it.”

He drops his headphones, and walks out of the recording booth stubbornly. He marches until he’s next you—his footsteps loud and clear. His hands rest confidently on your shoulders while his glare dug holes into you. “Yunho… tell me what’s bothering you.” He demands.

“I told you, nothing is bothering me!”

He amplified his voice even louder. “When will you learn not to lie?!” He asks. “Something happened this morning, didn’t it?” He states, his voice calming down to a murmur. “The way you were late for work, the way your face fell when you saw me singing…” He pauses. “It’s all too obvious.”

You secretly wished for Jaejoong to shut up and go back to recording, but he wouldn’t. His hands rested on your shoulders, desperately in demand of an answer. His eyes laid on you firmly, not taking one second to blink or look away.

“Yunho…”

Without warning, your body reacts. You stand up from your seat, and forcefully nail Jaejoong to the wall. He only stares back at you, his eyes full of innocence and purity. Your pair of arms cage around him, enclosing him within your reach.

Recklessly, Jaejoong closes his eyes. He leans forward, and surprisingly, his lips meet with yours.

You could do nothing but gasp while his obscure actions were carried out. His lips tasted like seduction—which you haven’t tasted for ages. Mindlessly, you close your eyes to enjoy the taste while everything around you turned blurry.

Having no choice but to melt into his erotic kiss, you let your free arm warp around him, casually enrapturing him into your embrace. He gasps, his mouth wildly hot as his heartbeat speeds up by each second, sending your whole body into delight. His tongue envelopes yours, slowly teasing you until you finally retreat to his game. When he wins, he only seduces you more—his hands clinging into your hair as he touches your shoulders in demand for more.

The game he had laid out for you today was indomitable. And to be honest, you weren’t exactly in the mood to be playing it today. But instead of avoiding it, you jumped straight into it—not considering the consequences before you began. But what could you do? It was not like you could avoid it. His voice, his eyes, his hands…oh, and those lips of his—you couldn’t blame yourself for falling for those, right?

Unexpectedly, your free hand reaches under the cloth of his shirt, erotically stroking his toned stomach in interest. In return, his hands find their way to your pants—wanting to dispose of them for his own amusement. In the middle of this chaos, your lips stayed put—tightly connecting them to his nonstop.

The sizzling kiss soon died down when your lungs pleaded you to take a breath. You obeyed its command, gently breaking apart from his scarlet lips (those soft, plump, deliciously red lips. Oh, stop it, Yunho!). Luckily, no one else was in the recording studio at the time to witness your seductive moment. To your knowledge, the only thing that was watching as the innocent microphone. However, as soon as the kiss concluded, you could see from the corner of your eye that someone was indeed standing in the doorway, clearly evading your privacy.

“What the hell are you two doing?”

Realizing that your hand was still rested on Jaejoong’s waist, you pull it away rapidly to prevent unwanted explanations. You turn your eyes to the door, curious of whom your visitor was. The two of you soon recognized the two standing figures as Changmin and Junsu. You blushed in embarrassment, curious if the two had seen the intimate moment between you and Jaejoong.

“Well, well, well.” Changmin remarks. “Aren’t you two supposed to be recording?”

“Yeah!” Junsu replies. “And what was that about?” He asks, pointing at the two of you in accusation.

You raise an eyebrow. “…that?”

“Don’t play innocent!” He protests. “You know exactly what I’m talking about.”

You look at Jaejoong helplessly, desperate to find a solution to the problem. He only smiles at you weakly, telling you that he had no ideas whatsoever.

“We were…practicing CPR!”

Junsu and Changmin—along with Jaejoong—stare at you eccentrically. It looked like they were putting your bizarre comment into consideration without making you seem like a big fool. Jaejoong sighs before anyone could react, telling you that your so called “idea” was completely absurd.

“CPR…huh?” Junsu questions. “For what?”

Jaejoong scratches his head, desperate to find an answer in his mind. “You know…” He mumbles, a bit nervously. “For… swimming of course!”

“But it’s October…” Changmin states. “No one will go swimming for another six months!”

You sigh. “But… I like to swim in the winter!” You lie, covering up your tracks powerlessly. “It’s good exercise…even if it is in the winter!”

Changmin snorts, his visage clearly disbelieving you. “I never knew you were such a health-addict.” He tells you. “No one can tell with the depressing image you always put on.” He gives you a cunning look before he retrieves a pile of papers and walks out of the studio.

With only you, Jaejoong, and Junsu left in the studio, unwanted questions were bound to make an appearance before you. Knowing that you had done wrong, Jaejoong stares at you sympathetically, before turning his glare to Junsu—who was clearly confused.

“Well… I guess I should be leaving!” Junsu remarks—a bit too melodramatically for your taste. “I’d better go off and record my album!”

He walks off in a hurry before Jaejoong catches him by the collar, indicating him to stop.

“What did you see?” He asks demandingly.

Junsu sighs as his fake smile disappears. “Fine, fine!” He retreats. “I saw you guys kissing, okay?” He then turns to face you, his eyes filled with irritation. “You guys were clearly kissing! That was no CPR! There’s a big difference, you know!”

Jaejoong turns to face you compassionately. He then returns to glare at Junsu, his eyes filled with magnitude and importance.

A smile lights up on Junsu’s face, telling you that a light bulb had turned on inside his head. “I never knew you liked guys, Jaejoong.” He teases. “Especially guys like Yunho!”

“Shhh…! If you tell any—“

“Oh God! Just wait until I tell Heechul this!”

Jaejoong covers Junsu’s mouth with a hand, indicating for him to stop talking.

“What should we do with him?” He asks you. “What if he leaks out the secret?”

You sigh, looking at the ridiculous scene in front of you. “Can’t you just keep one secret, Junsu?” You ask. He shakes his head back at you, telling you that he was unable to do so.

“Then I’m afraid we have no choice.”

The two SM trainees turn their faces to look at you—curious of what your idea had been.

“If you tell anyone about this…” You declare. “Then I’m afraid I’ll have to push your debut day further past December.” You smirk, sending Junsu an evil glare. “And… we all know how anxious you want to debut.”

Junsu’s smiling face soon shriveled down into a frown. Jaejoong released his grasp on him, knowing that he would behave himself from now on. “Fine, fine.” Junsu says, giving up. “Your secret is safe with me.”

You turn around to meet your eyes with Jaejoong, a sly grin lighting up on your face as Junsu leaves the room in boredom. He sighs heavily, his facade becoming uninterested as your command was carried out.

Jaejoong scratches his head. “I guess we should get back to work… shouldn’t we—“

“Why did you kiss me?”

He stops in his tracks, and turns to face you. His features were filled with a mix of confusion and uncertainty.

“Well… you were the one that nailed me to a wall, weren’t you?” He asks flirtatiously. “Besides… a little kiss won’t do any harm.” He explains. “By the look on your face, I can tell that the kiss cheered you up, didn’t it?”

You snort. “Yeah, well, thanks to you, our secret has been leaked.”

He sighs, his eyes rolling around freely. “Why must you blame it on me? You were enjoying it too!” He protests.

“Was not!”

“Yunho… remember… don’t use sarcasm!”

“I’m not using sarcasm!” You deny.

He smiles, his red lips curling up seductively as if to tease you. “Oh really…” He remarks. “Then why did you put your hand on my waist?”

You were sure now that a blush was apparent on your cheeks. You attempted to wipe it away, but no matter how tried, it just wouldn’t escape your cheeks.

“W-well… that’s because—“

He snorts. “We could’ve gone further, you know…” He tells you. “Too bad Junsu and Changmin had to walk in.”

“Oh really?” You ask him, hungry for an answer. “Then wouldn’t you like to continue now?”

His smirk soon turned into a smile while his body leaned in towards yours. “That’s the greatest idea you’ve had all day.” He whispers quietly into your ears. And then, with no warning, his ruby lips lean forward and catches yours again into one of his games.

‘This,’ you think, ‘could be a little piece of heaven on earth.’

As you melted into his kiss, you couldn’t help but remember your past. You remembered when Yoochun held you—when he used to kiss you like how Jaejoong did now. And after all these years… did you just need one kiss? Were you so desperate for one that you couldn’t resist his lips at all?

You didn’t know.

It was December.

It was that time of year again—that time of commotion and turmoil when everyone became restless. After another twelve months, it was here again.

Lucky for Changmin, Junsu had debuted successfully with his new single—Rainy Night—selling no less than the average idol. He had developed a large overflowing fan base; each fan fanatical about his raspy voice and handsome looks. You wished you would one day become successful with Jaejoong’s music. He, like Junsu, had abundant potential that could make any person fall in love with him.

Due to the holidays, work and training were automatically canceled. Jaejoong had trained with you for two months now, and it seemed as if he had improved a great deal. When you criticized him, he would always listen. And when it became time, he would advance significantly and show off his fast progression.

As for you and Jaejoong—you didn’t know how much detail you could give without thoroughly thinking it through. After a few days of recording and training, he decided for himself that he would pack up and move in with you. You tried asking him why, but all you received back was a shrug and “it’s way too boring living by myself.” Without hesitation, you agreed, letting him sleep in your penthouse apartment while he cooked you late night meals and sang for you when you became bored. When your house turned out to be dirty, he would clean it up and vacuum your floors. In a way—he was the perfect housewife. Even if he wasn’t, he was doing a great job being one.

With all these gifts of love from Jaejoong, you slowly began to forget the one truly needed—

Yoochun.

Immediately after the first batch of snow fell, shops and boutiques stocked themselves full with gifts, jewelry, and seasonal clothing. The town was covered with lights and snow—each making your heart simmer and explode with ecstasy. The city square was decorated with thousands of Christmas trees—each one with their own sets of lights and unique ornaments. Looking up at them, anyone could feel their happiness emerge as their smiles awakened.

It was that time of year again—the time where everyone’s spirits were lifted high and treasured with care. It was the time to feel happy—nothing else

For you however, it was a time for love.

Hehe... Yunjae made out in the recording studio~ and MinSu caught them~ XD It's just adorable~ XD I hope you guys didn't drool all over my keyboard like I did >_<

There will be more exciting things happening after this~ I promise~ especially with the YunJaeChun =/

Please comment so I can know that you're out there~ ^^

I'll see you guys soon~ school's almost over! Yay!

Star News - Junsu & Taeyeon

Thu, 22 May 2008 02:57:38 GMT

Omg, I just found this...

This is ridiculous, Just watch it:

I don't see what's the big deal with this. I mean... just because you touch someone's hand doesn't mean you have some sort of relationship with them! I've been seeing a bunch of fans acting crazy these days, probably wanting to kill TaeYeon. But seriously, why act immature when you have no proof? Junsu just happened to brush his hand near TaeYeon's, he didn't intentionally mean to. And even if he did, why would he do it in such a public place?

Accidents happen. Why are people being fucked up and making such a stupid rumor out of this? To my knowledge, there are thousands of SNSD anti-fans out there, and I admit that I don't like them either. But seriously, if you're an anti-fan, why cause them more publicity by screwing with their lives? I'm sure that all singers have worked their way to where they are today, and they don't deserve what anti-fans are giving them.

I don't see this as a scandal. It just--isn't. It doesn't make sense at all to consider something small like this to be so big. And even if they do have a girlfriend, why must people broadcast it? It's their life. Other's have no right to invade it, right?

I see, on a lot of TVXQ fansites these days (especially LJ), fangirls crowd around saying: Oooh~~~ he's mine! And I don't see how "loving" someone would result to making them "yours." Loving someone would be giving them the advantage to choose for themselves. Otherwise, you don't really love them, do you?

I know it's hard with the "one-sided" romance we all have. But, face it. They're going to get married one day, they're going to have kids, and probably, it's not going to be with you. So why must you call them "yours" or have possesion of them? They're not something to be owned. They, like all people--are human, and we must treat them like one.

I thought I'd just point this out. I just feel like I needed someone to talk to about this. I don't have much people to talk to at school, and my life feels like it's going down the toilet. And luckily for me--my journal is here for me. Thanks, LJ~ ^^